From now on, I am going to do the following things on a daily basis:
1.THREE HOURS OF TRANSLATION PRACTICE including two of EtC and another two of CtE
2.RECITE ONE ESSAY FROM NEW CONCEPTS
3.LEARN HALF UNIT OF TEM8 WORDS BY HEART
Eryi said that if one could persist on doing something for two weeks, then that certain kind of behavior becomes one's habit.
I'll firstly try and see whether or not the above to-do list is feasible and then make improvements accordingly. The trial period is one week.
Come on CHUCK!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Slap in the face, wake up and chase!
Well well well...I guess, even miraculously speaking, I'm very much likely to have failed in this battle against TEM 8 today. And I feel sad, now, 5 hours after that terrible exam.
Ironically, the first thing that had jumped out my head when I kinda realized the cruel cruel reality was that how ebarassed I would feel when people around me asking my performance of the exam. The scene of me telling others the surprsing answer would kill me. I suppose this humiliating episode would haunt me and torture me for a very very long time.
Sad. I hope that I can cover this feeling a little bit and restart on next week. There is, after all, another important test waiting for me in May which is pretty cruical to my translation career! Yes ,TEM 8 slap me hard in the face. Just now, Mom came back asking me how was everthing going with the test and I told her that it was not going well. She didn't give me a harsh time, at least not as much as what I have expected and as what she used to react. But the disappointment is right there on her face. I can feel it ,seriously, and that makes me even hate myself more and more!
I have grown up and supposedly have understood what I should do and what not , what is right and wrong.
I am supposed to be the one to take responsibilities as many as I could in enabling my parents to live a good and worryfree life. This is what a son should do, especially a son in my case.
So I decided to bear this punishment nontheless and start getting seriously.
For in realizing my dreams, there is a long way to go and for I cleary know that I am doing this not only for myself, but people that I love and need to make up for!
Ironically, the first thing that had jumped out my head when I kinda realized the cruel cruel reality was that how ebarassed I would feel when people around me asking my performance of the exam. The scene of me telling others the surprsing answer would kill me. I suppose this humiliating episode would haunt me and torture me for a very very long time.
Sad. I hope that I can cover this feeling a little bit and restart on next week. There is, after all, another important test waiting for me in May which is pretty cruical to my translation career! Yes ,TEM 8 slap me hard in the face. Just now, Mom came back asking me how was everthing going with the test and I told her that it was not going well. She didn't give me a harsh time, at least not as much as what I have expected and as what she used to react. But the disappointment is right there on her face. I can feel it ,seriously, and that makes me even hate myself more and more!
I have grown up and supposedly have understood what I should do and what not , what is right and wrong.
I am supposed to be the one to take responsibilities as many as I could in enabling my parents to live a good and worryfree life. This is what a son should do, especially a son in my case.
So I decided to bear this punishment nontheless and start getting seriously.
For in realizing my dreams, there is a long way to go and for I cleary know that I am doing this not only for myself, but people that I love and need to make up for!
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